nth much day!

2day went to skuu as usual.. blahblah! den had cca aft dat.. i tink dat diana and insyirah had improvement.. haha.. zahreen is also makin improvement.. gud wk gerls! X)) i tink dat im like.. nt a gudd senior.. i dunnoe.. it's like.. i dunnoe hw to teach moi juniors.. and i cant like.. control dem.. it's like..im like givin up on dem a lil too ez.. bt i dunnoe.. im kinda feelin like.. im a badd sectional ldr.. bt im still tryin! and i've decided i wun give up!! it's only some lil probs dat im goin thru wibBx dem.. i tink it's a lil communication breakdwn.. dat's yy im tryin to like.. tok to dem.. understand dem and like.. try to make dem more into co! X))

i noe it may seems dat co is BORIN and wateva.. bt it's like.. eu have to try.. if eu hate the cca alot.. it's alrdy too late to regret.. and eu will end up sufferin in the end.. so eu might as well jUx tink dat it's fun to come for cca.. and lk on the bright side.. and dun keep tinkin of quittin.. and hw borin it is.. tis way, eu will feel much more happier and nt so dreadful to come for cca.. as dey alwaix said.. happy times alwaix end faster.. sadd times alwaix end slower.. den eu wun tink dat spendin the 4hrs in cca is a waste of time.. i really hope it wks..

cUx last time i was like.. i hate co really much.. and i really wanted to quit moi instru.. cUx it's realli tough.. i was really stressful as i was the only sec 1.. and i was nt dat close to moi seniors yet.. so i thot it realli suck to go for cca.. bt aft i gt really close to moi seniors.. and we performed 2gether.. as a whole.. nt jUx as a section.. bt as one bigg family.. and one whole close group.. it was really very touchin when i tink of it nw.. i was realli proud of co.. especially moi section! cUx we were the most bonded section! nt bcux our section has only like.. 5ppl includin me.. it's cUx we were really close and we were alwaix dere for ea other.. whether gud or bad times.. oh wells.. i tink im gonna cry if i write more.. *sniffsniff* haha.. bt i really hope dat moi juniors will have the courage and dertermination to carry on.. and im startin to enjoy the times with moi juniors.. whether teachin dem.. or gettin deir attitude at times.. oh wells.. it's all bout grp wk! X)) i hope we can really wk well 2gether! X))

ps~ i hope dat one day.. mel, jialin, mich, ai ting, zahreen, insyirah, diana, xq and i will get to perform and he zhou, combine, 2gether as one whole!